People say that when you go off to college it gives you a chance to find yourself. It’s only been a year and I feel like I learned so much and nothing at all. Back home I felt restricted, like I couldn’t do all of the things that I wanted due to one thing or another. Here at school I can do them all, but the consequence of my actions has been the loss of friend. They said that i’ve changed, and to them that is negative. But I expected it. Change is inevitable. I feel like I cant tell if the people that I am losing while on my journey to find myself are people who were not meant to stay in my life or if its my own fault that they are no longer here. And its so difficult. Figuring out what I should do, how I want to be. So many people have different images and expectations of what they want me to emulate and I cant seperate myself and figured out what I want. Because thats all that matters right? What I want? Who I want to be? Because its my life… I find myself repeating this over and over to convince myself that its okay to do things that pleases me even if it doesn’t please this around me. I find it to be my biggest struggle.
I think we should all celebrate by taking a moment to appreciate Robert Pattinson’s attitude and I’m laughing so much right now.
JUST ALL THAT HE IS.
I’m going to miss this
Who would have thought he hated Twilight so much?
He hates Twilight more than Stephen King.
guys there will be a mass execution in Egypt, THIS WILL BE MOST LIKELY BE THE BIGGEST MASS EXECUTION OF THE CENTURY and a petition on this website: http://www.avaaz(.)org/en/stop_mass_execution_loc/?ceKqmhb or just avaaz(.)com is already signed over 1,2 million times! 529 lifes are on the line here so please reblog! It really breaks my heart to know that these are all just activist and journalist taken by extremist.
Reblog the shit out of it and save these innocent people!
I constantly question myself and what I do. Am I making the right decisions? Are the people I’m hanging out with okay? Have I changed, And if I have was it for the better or worse? Is what I’m studying in college going to make me happy in the long run?
I’m so discouraged by my lack of motivation. I feel burnt out and I haven’t even started yet. Every day that passes where I dont present myself 100% is another day when I take being able to get a college education for granted.
school doesnt even test your intelligence it tests your memory
it tests my patience
it tests my ability to hold my pee
it tests my ability to keep calm and not slap a bitch
There are four types of people at school.
First you have your Ravenclaws
then your Hufflepuffs
then your Gryffindors
and lastly, your Slytherins.
*slow clap for the harry potter fandom*